My mind wrestling with itself

The ghost of the old me still trying to wrap the chains of restriction around the ever growing self

I sense the expanding

But the old self is hanging in there and not letting go

Holding on to the old limited beliefs

My Spirit struggles to emerge from the cocoon of the last 30 plus years

DOUBT, BELITTLING, JUDGMENT

All still present but long longer in control

Yet they block the flow of my source energy

The battle rages on between the old and the ever expanding new

The clash between the knowledge of what I have known vs infinite possibilities

The Old Bound self vs the every changing ever evolving self

Boundless and Beautiful

Creative, Imaginative, Fearless

Hitting against those restrictive chains

Making me Nuts

Keeping me awake