I try to show a smile
Hiding the wickedness within
I don’t go up to you as you walk by
I struggle to keep the demon back
Its energy rises and rises
Attempting to be nice and pleasant
While the darkness veils my eyes
Only to see sexuality in everything
Every motion
Every gesture
Every curve
Holding back…
The wooden gates with iron bars giving way
Trying to contain the impending explosion
The smile gets more and more strained
Boards start to snap
Hinges start to pop
Trying to let no one see
The sexual devil lurking inside
The gates are blown apart
The energy is unleashed
It rips apart my insides
Desperately trying to maintain
The explosion implodes
And the Body, Mind and Spirit collapse